One Thanksgiving was so much like any other, in those years when the bustling college town of Blacksburg lay momentarily quiet beneath stilled cranes, their naked scaffolding stretching up towards heaven as if in supplication.
My wife, daughter, and I arrived at my parent's house in the late morning to find my father and brother -- arrived from Florida -- on the roof, stringing up Christmas lights. Years ago my Dad combined an engineer's ruthless desire for efficiency with mankind's never ceasing desire to pierce the darkness; determined to have the biggest light display on the street, he bought hundreds of large multicolored lights and stapled them to 12' x 2" pieces of wood. Every Thanksgiving, or there abouts, he takes the wooden slats and lights to the roof and simply unfolds the wood, plugs it all in, and with relative ease outlines the house in gaudy Christmas Joy.
Times have changed. Much as Ruben's sensually curved Venus has been replaced with Flint's purely plastic and manufactured Vikki Vukovockovich, the large colored bulbs of my youth have been replaced by those damn dinky white icicle lights that everyone seems to be putting up these days. Dad has been slow to adapt, and as he stands precariously perched on the roof, trying to hold the line between tradition and a world that is so rapidly changing all around him, one almost expects him to pull out a fiddle and start playing a sad little gypsy tune. Grandpa always wanted him to learn to play the accordion, but somehow a man on top of a roof playing a polka doesn't seem to have the same poetical "oomph" attached to it. Far more comedy, however.
Mom is hard at work, making Turkey, cooking stuffing, putting frozen macaroni and cheese in the oven (which is a shame because Mom's macaroni and cheese is always the best, but there is only so much one can do). In a sign of caprice which is merely a sign of a woman of Slavic ancestry moving gracefully through middle age, she refuses to watch the Today show since Anne Curry was summarily and tearfully dismissed. We have to settle for Good Morning America's coverage of the Macy's Thanksgiving Day parade, which is just not the same.
As the morning wears on the lights are done and I am joined in front of the TV by my brother. The noon time football game starts but we've both been watching soccer for so many years that a game as slow as football American style just doesn't hold our attention anymore. We change the channel to watch a replay of a UEFA cup match between Manchester United and Galatasarayayamayara, but we already know that Man U won 4 - 0 (which in American football terms roughly equals a 1,000,000,000 to 12) and so it doesn't really captivate us either. Yawns are being stifled before even the first drumstick or bottle of wine is polished off, and the day is in danger of being lost in a Thanksgiving haze...
That is when my father escorts my 86 year old grandmother Milka, the прабаба, the стара битка секира herself, into the house and guides her frail frame into a comfortable chair. She undoes her kerchief to reveal white hair pulled back into a severe bun as my mom offers her coffee, black, with a couple cubes of ice melted in (because hot coffee should not be too hot, you see).
The Prababa has been through a lot over the past couple of years. Last year when she had breast cancer which should have killed her she also had a stroke which should have killed her; miraculously, through the grace of God and in spite of the miracles of modern medicine (the only Doctor who can really handle my Grandmother is a former Top Gun -- which should say a lot about her as a patient) Grandma Milka keeps pressing on down the path of life. It's been tough on my parents, I admit, to see to her care. Though she was born in America she is a Serb until she dies, and while she has her wits about her they seem to be the wits of an immigrant who is not too far from the boat (which is odd as she was born, as I said, in America). As a consequence everything about her home country is a new and wondrous revelation to her, and she asks many, many questions.
It wears on my father. But my brother and I love it. The day is saved.
As we are watching football (a game which my grandmother still cannot come to grips with even after seeing it on TV for the past 50 years) she asks how much all the players make.
"It depends", my brother says. "They are all pretty well paid, but some make more money than others."
"You mean that they all don't make the same amount?"
"Uh.....no."
Evidently, my grandmother believes that every job comes with a set salary that one who is engaged in that profession makes. If you work at the mill you get $2.00 a week, no matter how good your performance is or how long you have been there. If you are a football player, well, you must make $5.00 a week, or something like that no matter how good your arm is or how fast you can run.
My brother then makes a heroic but utterly vain effort to teach free-market principles to my grandmother, to describe the laws of supply and demand and how those rules apply to the market of human capital and how pay relates to performance and ability. Grandma Milka simply shakes her head at one of the founding economic principles of a country she has lived in all her life.
Dinner was a triumph, except for a gravy that was whipped together at the last moment at my brother's demand and was so viscous it had to be spread over turkey and dressing with a knife like peanut butter. It didn't matter to me: as Stonewall Jackson wrote in his book of maxims, even bad gravy is better than no gravy at all.
We never move from dinner straight to coffee and pumpkin pie in my family but always allow for a break to let our food digest a bit. I'm thinking of maybe taking a nap on the couch when the neighbors walk in with their seven year old son, Andrew. We have a grand discussion touching on politics, books, bootie pops, but it's no thing for a child to sit and listen to or engage in, so in a lull he asks if anyone wants to play a game of chess. I accept his challenge and we set up in the living room as Mom puts on a pot of coffee.
I am no great chess player, which makes me timid but conservative and tough to crack. My general strategy involves covering all my pieces so that if my opponent takes any of my pieces I can take one of his or hers; as my opponent is also not usually a great chess player he or she is rarely bold enough to attack. Soon the board is a tightly wound web of gambits and finally there is nothing to do but start taking pieces. A bloodbath ensues, and if I can keep the right pieces I will generally win - protecting those pieces during the mid-game is always the hard part.
Now of course, Andrew is seven. I have no desire to win. I am still woozy from wine and turkey and I move my pieces carelessly, lose them, but I don't care.
I don't care, that is, until Andrew starts to get a little cocky. As he sweeps my second knight from the board he does a little dance in his seat and sings in his little sing-songy voice "Looks like I'm gonna win!"
Oh no you won't, Andrew. No you won't. I am about to teach you a lesson, young squire, in humility.
I focus my full attention to the game. I am so far behind, I have lost so many key pieces, that I am not sure I can actually win. But I start making better moves and out of frustration he starts making bad ones, and I slowly start to turn the tables. We both lose many pieces but in the end I still have a queen and rook and the game is mine. Perhaps the gentlemanly thing to do would have been to ask Andrew to resign, but I want to play it out to the last and finally he is checkmated and Andrew is dancing in his seat no longer.
I at least had the polish to congratulate him on an excellent game (which it was), but Andrew looks glum and in the depths of my little two sizes two small heart I felt an incredible, shameful joy.
The pumpkin pie and the coffee go down well, Andrew thankfully cheers up when Mom (who has a heart three sizes bigger than average and that is without the benefit of EPO and other performance enhancing drugs) gives him double whipped cream on his slice, the neighbors leave, the Prababa is driven home. As Thanksgiving winds towards its conclusion we all consider going to fight it out in the Wal-Mart for whatever merchandise we can get our hands on, but the day has been so good and kept so well it seems a great disservice to end a day for family and food by taking part in any kind of hectic Black Thursday shopping frenzy. Christmas can wait for a few more hours.
It would be a more fitting end to the day if we were all, Pilgrim style, to gather around and read some Bible verses and give thanks to a God who has given us so much; but the Marickovich's aren't really wired that way either. Any thanks by those who still believe (and I think most of us do, in some way or another) is offered in the privacy and silence of the mind.
As it was, I put my daughter to bed in the guest room and went back into the living room, kicking back on the couch with Gore Vidal's monolithic but excellent Lincoln in hand. I didn't get through much more than a paragraph in before I was enveloped by a close and holy darkness, and then I slept.
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